Monday, July 19, 2010

Writer's block turned Rambling!

This is soo sad!! i got my internet connection and don't have a single thing i feel like writing about..reeelly disastrous!!

i hate writer's blocks..especially because this was supposed to be a place i can talk rubbish about! and i don't even feel like rambling!!

i recently read a quote by a friend which said...
'If you love to do some thing but are not in a mood to do it then that means you are miserable!'

and i am seriously worrying that maybe its true! i maybe pretty miserable! the funnily...irritating thing is that...you realise you are miserable..or at least unsatisfied..butabsolutely don't know what to do about it!

then by some brainwave you get all inspired and happy....and decide to take things under control and all...one..two..three days go by without any sadness whatsoever...and then a small stupid incident happens..and you realise you are back to being down in the dumps again! at least earlier it was 'days' i would measure this by...now i feel like my mood changes every hour or something!! just sometime back...i was all happy when i came back from college!! and now i go on facebook for like one hour..and i am pissed at a hundred different people!! not pissed pissed..but still pissed! you know?!

and YESS! facebook!! i don't really like that thing you know!! i spend three-fourth of my waking hours stalking people, checking out applications, writing on peoples' walls, chatting, commenting on statuses..and oh ya..'like'-ing stuff!! but seriously if you ask me..its F.A.K.E.!...and its a lame excuse for my almost non-existent social life!there are people who act like the best of friends...and really bitch about each other in real life!! people uploading the awesomest pics of themselves...showing off their friends and the ever-happening life that they have! people commenting mean stuff sometimes...people who go..'omg...thats such a sexy pic' when they actually didn't find it interesting at all...and then the other person replies 'awww...your so sweet to say that...love you..mwaaah..*two hearts*!!'

ARGHHH!!! no wonder i am so pissed..it can really make you feel like you totally don't have a life and make you jealous cause a thousand others do..but this anger doesn't count you know..cause in about two minutes..after i finish posting this article i am going back on fb to check for notifications...i want to see if anyone comments on that pic i uploaded!! :|

P.S.-one word for me- H.Y.P.O.C.R.I.T.E.

P.P.S.- I am happy about one thing right now...at least i posted..even if its plain rambling!

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